Sunday, July 31, 2011

Awesome According To Me


Today I've posted two of my tattoo's, it is work in progress eventually it will be a full sleeve, the theme for this sleeve is the DAY OF THE DEAD, the above tattoo is my inner arm it has been completed... for now 



At the moment the outside of my arm is being done, I'm pretty excited I almost have half a sleeve  my next session is on the 10-08-11, so the hair should done then....


The Day of the dead is Mexican inspired, it is how they paint the faces of the dead people

Friday, July 29, 2011



I love this band I've been to see them live twice, I think Matt Tuck is really hot as well, this is my favourite clip of theirs (I don't care what you say Mum, he doesn't sound like a girl) - also two of Mum's characters are based off of Matt Tuck, ( obviously the characters are twins ).

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Sorry



My mum asked to to apologise to every-one in advance, she doesn't have Internet access while on her travels, so she hasn't had a chance to e-mail me her blog story for the next two Fridays, she will start it again when she returns...

Monday, July 25, 2011

Music


So -  I put this song because I felt like it.... enjoy.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Short & Sweet


To let every-one know I've been talking to my mum and she is having a really good time.



Friday, July 22, 2011

To Every-One

I would just like to let every-one know that my mum has arrived safely in Atlanta.

When The Walls Come Tumbling Down # 10


Talon watched as a myriad of emotions washed over his new charge.  He hated seeing the hurt and uncertainty there.

“Not to worry little one; I am going to teach you how to defend yourself.”

Brayden stared at the fierce looking warrior in dumbfounded amazement.  “He is blind, how are you going to teach him?”  Brayden flinched as he watched the warriors face harden.  Cold, grey, eyes stared through him and it sent a shiver running down the length of Brayden's spine.

“Just because he cannot see doesn’t mean that he cannot use his other sense to protect himself.”

Javier smiled and leaned further back into Talon’s hand.

“What will you teach him first?”  Ingrid enquired.

“We will start off with his fists, and then we will move onto weaponry.”

“Weapons?”  Quinlan asked

“First the dagger, and then the sword.”  When he heard a few gasps of disbelief he continued.  “It is not the eyes that will win you the fight; fighting is instinctual.  His hearing and sense of smell will be just as good in a fight.  By the time I am done Prince Javier will wield a sword as good as any in the king’s guard.”

“With you teaching him, I dare say he will be better than most in the king’s guard.”  Ingrid said honestly.

Talon bowed in her direction, “I thank you for that compliment.”

“I’m just stating a fact.”  Ingrid said.

“Are you all fucking nuts?”  Brayden exploded.  “That is my brother that you plan on teaching to put himself in harm’s way.  He is going to get himself killed.”

“No he isn’t.”  Talon growled, and then paled at having just disagreed with Consort Brayden.  His gaze moved to King Quinlan.  “I ask for forgiveness to you and your Consort, I spoke out of turn.”

Quinlan smiled, “I think that you should train not only Javier, but Brayden as well.  That way Brayden will see just what and how you plan on teaching Javier.”

“What?”  Brayden demanded.

Quinlan rolled his eyes, “You thing that your brother is doomed to failure and get hurt; I think that is a good idea if you are there training alongside him in case you are needed.”

“What about you?”

Quinlan grinned.  “Who do you think taught me to fight?  Talon is one of; if not, the best.”

“You seriously want me to learn to fight?”

“Everyone needs to know how to defend themselves, love.”

A manic gleam filled Brayden's eye as he stared at his husband.  Quinlan just knew it couldn’t mean anything good.  He was prepared for more arguments and was surprised when Brayden agreed without fighting him.

“Alright then, I will learn to defend myself.  I will learn to defend myself on one condition.”

“And that is?”

“That while I am learning to defend myself; you will be in training right alongside of me.”

Quinlan chuckled, “Love, I already know how to fight.”

“Your point being?”

“I don’t need to learn.”

“I have been here for a month and I have seen your warriors have drill practice every day, honing their bodies into their bodies into the perfect fighting weapons.  You I have never even seen pick up a weapon.  What happens if you need protecting?”

“That’s what I am for.”  Ingrid cut in.  “I am his protection.”

Brayden shook his head, “What if you are not there?  What if you get separated?”

“That will never happen.”

“How do you know Ingrid?”  Brayden snapped, “You cannot predict the future anymore than I can.  So how can you tell me something that you may not be able to control?”

“Brayden.”  Quinlan said warningly.

“No Quin’, how can she promise me something like that?”  Brayden's voice held a little hysteria.  “Unless she can promise me to never leave your side then I stand by my wanting you to train as well.”

Ingrid studied Brayden.  “Don’t you trust me Brayden?”
“I do not trust anything anymore.  I know your intentions are the best, but unless I am one hundred percent certain then no I don’t trust you.”  Sadness flooded his eyes, “I’m sorry.”

“You’re right though,” Talon said quietly.  He turned his attention to King Quinlan.  “You have been lax in your upkeep.  There are new styles of fighting since you last picked up sword.  Someone out there already knows more than what you do.  So even you need to upgrade on what you know.”

Quinlan felt his own face flush in embarrassment at the rebuke he had just received from one of his warriors.  Ingrid smirked and he glared at her; mainly because he knew that she trained for an hour a day to keep her skills perfected.  “Fine, I will train enough to be the warrior that I was meant to be.”

“You were never meant to be a warrior Quin’, you were born to be King.”  Brayden said with so much conviction that it made Quinlan smile at his husband.

“Honestly Quin’,” Ingrid said as she stepped closer, “With what is to come I think we will all need to be battle ready. We need to find out those we can trust, and have each and every one of them prepare for what is heading our way.”

“Just what do you think is heading our way Ingrid?”  Quinlan asked.

Ingrid thought for a moment breathing deeply to calm herself before she spoke.  “Someone has put a price on you husbands head.  Someone obviously means to cause you and yours harm in some way.” She looked deep into Quinlan’s eyes.  “We have known each other too long to ignore this.  You know as well as I do that we must protect our family.”

“Maybe if I left then they would leave you all alone.”  Brayden's lip trembled.

“No,” Quinlan said defiantly.  “You are mine.  You will stand by my side and we will face this together.”  Looking to Talon he said.  “I am ready to learn.”

Talon smiled slowly and nodded... this was going to be fun.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

VERY IMPORTANT


Mum I'd just like to let you know when I got home from work you had nearly 300 emails I think I'm might be getting arthritis in my mouse clicking finger, I think this proves how much I love you ( ok I just really want my presents) don't forget I want a large so I can wear it with my skinny jeans.... thanks Mummy

CRAZY DANCING




For any one out there who was wondering what my mum is talking about when she mentions Chris and Doyle's "CRAZY DANCING" in her books, I think this film clip will show just how awesome those two characters are when they hit the dance floor.... they dance just like the people in this film clip 


Wednesday, July 20, 2011

CELEBRATION


This is just because I am still in a fricken awesome mood... so I got Gonzo's family to help us all celebrate... Hope you enjoy this as much as I do... who doesn't love the Muppets. 

NEWS FLASH!!!



I have some great news: I have been offered a contract by MLR for the Book 1: Rules Are Made to be Broken.   In The Lines of Marsden series.  I am so excited... now I have to start on the edits.  

Well that was my bit of excitement for today... I apologise that I am forgoing my Weekly Read this week but I am packing for my trip to America... I leave tomorrow morning...

Emily has promised to keep up with my blog but I can't guarantee that.  though she has heaps of stuff that she wants to share with you guys...

Love to all and talk to you when I get back...

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Short & Sweet

Firstly I would like to apologise for forgetting to post yesterday; it just totally slipped my mind and I didn't think about it until like 2 o'clock in the morning and I wasn't getting up to write it then... I am furiously trying to do my blog story before I leave so that it can be posted while I am away... Like I said the rest is up to Emily so please forgive whatever she posts.

Have been in discussions with another author about the series: Paying It Forward... things are looking up on that one... will know more at a later date.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Music & Other Random Thoughts


This song: Inside of You; by Hooberstank is just fricken awesome... though I change it slightly in my head so that it fits with my m/m themed books: it has special meaning to me when I am working on Declan & Asher's story: Windblown Kisses- His Damsel In Disgrace...

On other news: I have finished book 2 in The Lines of Marsden: Living in Shadows, and have just sent it off to my proofers...

I have been asking people to think of a series title for the Viking/time travel series from my MM Romance HJD short:  Shadows on the Heart; which I have decided to expand and turn into a series.  The only name so far is by JenMcJ and her suggestion is a good one: Time Kings.  I have decided to stay with the theme of someone coming back in time or visa versa to be mated.  So if anyone out there has a suggestion please let me know.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Short & Sweet

Okay, exciting news... well it is for me.  My Short story: Shadows on the Heart. is up on the Goodreads M/M Romance page.  That is my story about the Viking, the Vampire and the Slave... go check it out along with all the other great free short stories that are up.

Hot Summer Days Short Stories.

When The Walls Come Tumbling Down # 9


Javier turned from his brother and listened, He knew that his friend was here somewhere; but without knowing the layout of the room he wasn’t confident enough to wander around.

Ingrid’s curiosity got the better of her as she watched the guards in the room, the only person not doing their duty was Talon; he couldn’t take his eyes off Javier.  He looked terrified that Javier would realise he was there.  Ingrid tapped Quinlan on the shoulder letting him know that she was leaving the room for a moment.

Ingrid indicted for Talon to follow her from the throne room as she passed.  For a fierce warrior, he looked at this moment like he wanted the floor to open up and swallow him whole.

“You are the one that has been sitting with Javier?”  Ingrid asked; she already knew the answer but she wanted him to confirm it.

“I am.”  Talon said quietly.  “I meant no offense, he just seemed lonely.”

“Why did you not talk to him?  Why sit in silence?”  she asked curiously.

“Because he is a Prince, and I am not.”

“Yet you kept him company anyway?”

“Yes.”  Talon looked her in the eyes; he knew that he had done wrong. Javier was beautiful, his skin so pale and flawless while his own appearance could, and did often scare people.  He had a scar that ran down the whole left side of his face; it started in his hairline and bisected his eye, down his cheek to end just below his jaw line... it was a farewell gift from his mother, on the day she threw him out of the family home, cursing him to hell and back for if she ever saw him again.

“It makes me curious as to why you would do that?”

“He cannot see me.  My face does not worry him, because he doesn’t know what I look like.  For just that moment each day, I can pretend to look as normal as everyone else.”  Talon knew he had said too much when Ingrid stared at him thoughtfully.

“I think I have a new job for you.”  Ingrid said with a smile.  “I think you have just been promoted to the personal bodyguard of Prince Javier.”

Talon inhaled sharply.  “Do you think that wise?  I am already despised among your kind and you wish me to be with the Prince, where everyone can see us?  Do you not think that it will make him an even bigger target?”

"Then it will be your job to teach him to stay safe.  Teach him to defend himself.  Javier is much stronger than you would think.”

“Why me?”  Talon stood his ground.  He knew he shouldn’t question the word of King Quinlan’s personal bodyguard, but he couldn’t help but wonder why he was being given this task.

Ingrid stared him down, and he almost felt himself lower his eyes; but he held strong.  Show no fear; that had been his motto for the past eleven years.

“He likes you; he isn’t afraid of you.”

“Is that the only reason?”

“No; I chose you because you will not treat him like he is broken.  He doesn’t need a carer.  Javier needs a friend.  You will teach him that being strong is a product of both the physical and the mental.  And because I trust that you will die to defend him.  That there is the main reason I chose you.”

Placing his hand over his heart Talon bowed in Ingrid’s direction.  “As you wish; Prince Javier is now mine to protect.”  Without looking back, Talon walked back into the throne room and took up his new position beside Prince Javier.

*~*~*


Javier turned slightly and inhaled, a smile crossed his lips as he realised that his silent friend was so close.  His heart could finally begin to calm down from all the new things that had been thrown at him all at once.  Taking a small step, Javier relaxed even further when his friend did not move away.  His warmth was a comfort.

“Quinlan, Brayden,” Ingrid said as she rejoined them.  “Talon Redfeather has been promoted to Prince Javier’s personal bodyguard.  Javier... now would be the time to say something if you are not satisfied with this arrangement.”

Javier felt his face blush; even though he could not see them he felt the weight of everyone’s stare upon him.  “Am I now in danger, that I need to be protected?”

“Yes,” Brayden said quietly, he got up and walked over to his brother.  Part of him was still amazed that he was no longer alone.  He had a little piece of his past that he could cling to.  “You look too much like me for there not to be any danger.”  Brayden brought Javier’s hands up too his face; giving his brother the opportunity to find out what he looked like.  “Someone has put a price upon my head.  I have only just found you; I do not wish to lose you because you might be mistaken for me.”

“Do you also have a person guarding you?”  Javier knew that he sounded waspish but he couldn’t help but feel that he was being treated this way because of his blindness.  “I am not helpless; I have taken care of myself for the last ten years.  Why now do I need to be guarded?”

Ingrid snorted loudly.  “Javier, you have always been guarded.  My family has guarded you from the day we pulled you out of the burning ruins of your parents transport.  Do you think we saved you just to watch you get killed?”

Javier dropped his unseeing eyes to the floor and trembled just a little.  He had known they had all thought he was broken.  This only proves that what he had been thinking was right.  His body relaxed slightly as he felt a large hand gently touch the small of his back.  Javier smiled, with his silent friend there beside him, he knew he could be strong.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Thursday's Thoughts


I started working on the second book in my Windblown Kisses series: His damsel In Disgrace.  It is a little darker than I originally planned, so I might have to go back and re think about it for a bit. This book has the main characters of Asher Hamilton, & Declan Vivvens/Connelly. 

Declan Is Viv's biological son and Asher has connections to the Connelly's as well... he is Girly's half brother. It makes for some interesting writing, from my point of view at least... 

Plus I am writing the third book:Take Me As I Am; at the same time which is Teddy (Bear), & Jamie... They are two characters that you fall in love with very early in the first book right from when they are young. By the time we get to Jamie & Bear's love story 8 years has passed since we started with Ray, & Viv's love story in book one: My Knight In Tarnished Armour.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Weekly Read


Timing: By Mary Calmes

Timing, is one of those books that is in my constant re-read pile. I had a hard time choosing just which of Ms Calmes books I was going to write about, as I have loved everything of hers that I have ever read:

The Warder series.
Change of Heart series.
A Matter of Time series.
Romunus.
The Guardian.

Ms Calmes has a wonderful way of drawing me into her stories through the fantastic characters and scenery that she creates.  Her characterisation is different; it makes everything seem new again.  In this particular book, I love the way her two main characters interact.  Because to me, it just seems like it could happen in any normal family.

I loved the fact that it wasn’t instant love at first sight.  Ms Calmes did give us that for all of two seconds before it all went to hell in a hand basket and set Stefan and Rand off on their love/hate story that made this book a thing of beauty for me.

Not only did Ms. Calmes do a fantastic job of telling this strange but compelling love story; I loved how she had two other background stories that helped the story along:  Love story with Rand, Stef’s job with Knox, and the wedding of his best friend Charlotte.  Three completely different stories woven together to turn Ms Calmes work into wonderful story.

This is a book that I do not hesitate in saying if you haven’t read this yet then do so.  It has a bit of everything; laughter, tears, angst and a whole lot of WHOA! 

I have this book in both print, and ebook, so I am never without it.  Timing for me is a feel good book; meaning that no matter how bad it gets - things can only get better.  Also the very thing you are looking at could be standing right in front of you - all you have to do is open up your eyes and look.
  


Thank-you Ms Calmes, for allowing me into your worlds for just a moment in time; and thankfully I can revisit them whenever I want.


The cover was done by: Anne Cain


I will end with my favourite lines:


“What are you still Doing here, Stef?”

I stopped walking, froze where I was, looking at her like I was seeing her for the first time. “Shit, what am I doing here?”

“Stalling.”

“Why?”

“Because you’re scared,” she said.  “It’s okay to be scared but you gotta dive into the deep end sometime and trust that you’re not gonna drown.”

“I love him.”

“I know,” she nodded, “he’s the only one you’ve cared enough about to fight with.  That’s how I knew, that’s how I always knew.”



Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Inspirational Music & Their Influence On My Writing


This is the song for me that is Christian and Michael love story.  They sing it for him at his birthday in book 5: The Trail Of Red Roses.  Michael, because he loves Christian, and Gypsy, because through Michael's love she also loves Christian (though not in the same way)... They tell me it's a twin thing.  When I hear Nickelback it makes me want to write something in the series: The Lines Of Marsden.  It is my connection to Michael and Christian.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Random Thoughts


Today I have been working on Windblown Kisses; Book 1: My Knight In Tarnished Armour.  I have just received it back from my new friend Erica who has done a wonderful job in helping me sort some of it out... like making sure I remembered to add descriptions.  I have a tendency to forget the important stuff like that.

I have also been making last minute preparations before I leave on my big adventure.  Only 10 days to go but who is counting...

I am waiting to download the next instalment in:

 Gabrielle Evans series: Fatefully Yours # 5: Shades of Black.

Amber Kell's series: Supernatural Mates # 3: A Prideless Man. 

Bailey Bradfords series: Southern Spirits # 6: What Remains. 

Jan Irving's Uncommon Cowboy series # 3: Straight Cowboy.  

That will give me a bit to read over the next day or so.  I feel as though I have so much to do and not enough time to do it in... and then to top it off I was trying to tidy up the office before I go and found another partial manuscript called... actually it doesn't even have a title but it is about two young men Eli Bailey, who is anorexic and Neo Stevenson, who is a cutter... This story is about two young men who were once at the start of a beautiful relationship, and through the words of Aaron Bailey (Eli's Twin), this story shows how hurtful words turned both their world to pain... We follow how they get their lives back on track, and into each others arms, and hearts, where they have always belonged.


Sunday, July 10, 2011

Loop Challange

Yesterday On Z A Maxfield's Yahoo group, Kris sent out a challenge to make mud sexy. So a few of us all wrote scenes doing exactly that... Okay, so mine is not so much sexy but more sweet.  I thought I would share it with you anyway.

SNIPPET

Dominic stared out the window; his breath fogged the glass.  A smile rested on his lips that just wouldn’t go away.  The guy from next door was out in the pouring rain jumping in puddles with a young boy in tow, what the hell was Adam thinking?  Dominic wiped the glass and watched as the boy scooped up a handful of mud and tossed it at Adam.

Dominic chuckled as Adam stopped in shock and stared at the boy; he remained motionless for but a moment before he started chasing the boy around the yard.  Squeals of happiness fell from the child’s lips.  Adam picked the boy up flying him around like an aeroplane.

“More, more, more Uncle Adam.”  Could be heard over the laughter from both participants in the game.

The mud the boy had thrown was now smeared down Adam’s wet, very wet, white t-shirt.  Dominic couldn’t take his eyes of the way Adam’s t-shirt clung to his body.  Adam had only been in the house next door for the past six months; but somehow in those six months that he had wormed his way into Dominic’s thoughts.  Adam might carry a little extra weight than most people he would find attractive, but there was something about Adam that kept him forever in the forefront of Dominic's mind.

Glancing out the window Dominic chuckled; Adam was now covered in mud as was the boy.  It was kinda sweet in a really messy kind of way.  They looked like they were having so much fun.  Dominic sighed.

“Dom, are you staring at the neighbour again, and drooling?”

Dominic looked over his shoulder at his sister Agnes.  “I’m not staring.”

“Ah, but you are drooling.”  Agnes laughed, and Dominic blushed.  His sister Agnes had taken him in when his parents decided they didn’t want a gay boy for a son.

“Have you even spoken to him in the whole time he has been living there?”

Dominic shook his head and blushed again.  “No,” he whispered quietly.

“You should, Adam is a real sweetie.” Agnes walked over and put her hand on Dominic's shoulder.  “He might surprise you.”

“I’m gay, Aggie.  Not many straight boys want to be friends with a gay boy.” Sadness washed over him as his sister patted his arm.

“Dom, you’re not broken.  Mum, and Dad, are the broken ones.”

Dominic sighed again, “Maybe you should try telling them that.  They told me exactly what they think of me.  Told me how I was never going to heaven now.”  A tear spilled over and ran down Dominic's cheek.

“Dom, God loves all people; not just the straight ones.”  Wrapping her arms around her brother Aggie hugged him tight.  “Our parents are full of crap.  No matter what those narrow minded bigots think; to me, you are worth it.

“Thanks Ag,” Dominic turned and hugged her back.

“Okay, the mailman just came so put on your running shoes and run out and get the mail.”

“But it’s raining,” Dominic whined half heartedly as he pulled off his socks.

“Well stated captain obvious.”  Aggie chuckled and pushed him towards the door.

Dominic shivered as the first wet drop of rain hit his skin.   He jumped the small garden bed between the house and the mailbox.  Landing awkwardly; he ended up skidding across the front lawn on his arse.  Coming almost to a stop against a pair of jean clad legs.

“Oh, shit!”  Dominic managed to get out as Adam came tumbling down on top of him.  Adam braced himself over Dominic an arm on the ground on either side of his head.  Legs all tangled together.  Dominic felt the squelch of Adam’s mud covered clothing pressing against his.  Dominic stared up into Adam’s crystal clear, blue eyes.  A smile played over Adam’s plump lips.

“Hi,” Adam whispered.

Dominic’s eyes widened as Adam spoke; his voice was as soft and as smooth as silk.  “Hi.”  Dominic winced as he realised that his body was having a distinct reaction to Adam’s.  He didn’t want to move and bring attention to the fact that he was now as hard as a rock.

Dominic groaned and Adam chuckled as a big handful of mud landed in Adam’s hair and proceeded to slid down and drop onto Dominic's face.

“That look, looks good on you.”  Adam grinned, his thumb coming up to wipe the mess away from Dominic's cheek.  “Oops, sorry.  I think I made more of a mess.”

“Hey Uncle Adam, are you going to kiss him?  Is he your new boyfriend?  What’s his name?”

Dominic's thoughts were interrupted by the chatter of the young boy.

“What do you think Charlie boy?  Do you think he needs a kiss?”  Adam turned his head and smiled at the small boy squatting beside their heads.

Charlie giggled and nodded his head.  Dominic gasped as Adam’s head slowly lowered until their lips gently met.

Breaking apart Adam smiled.  “Hi, my name is Adam, and you are?”

“Dominic.”  Dominic said with a smile of his own.

“More squealed Charlie in delight.  Dominic grinned as Adam’s lips claimed his once more.

They all looked up to see Aggie standing in the doorway clapping.  Dominic blushed.

“Beautiful.”  Adam said  with one last kiss.



Friday, July 8, 2011

When The Walls Come Tumbling Down # 8


Ingrid had left the guarding of the king and his consort to the warriors that were in attendance in the throne room.  She quickly made her way through the halls until she came upon the one person that she sought.

“Javier, might I have a word with you?”  Ingrid watched the young man place his book upon the table before he turned sightless eyes upon her.

“Yes, Mistress Ingrid,” Javier said with a smile.  His hand reaching out towards where he knew Ingrid would be standing.

Ingrid knew that she was going to have to confide in Brayden and Quinlan; that another of the Caldwell line was still alive.  Ingrid’s family had kept Javier a secret for the past ten years. But if the seer was right, then not only could Brayden hold the shifting gene, maybe Javier did too.  Or maybe; it was Javier that was born with the shifter gene and not Brayden at all.

“Are you taking me to meet my brother now; I have waited a long time to be with him.”

“Yes you have little one.”  Ingrid walked over and clasped his hand.  “Come now we must prepare you for meeting Brayden.”

“Do I look okay?”  Javier ran his hands over the front of his shirt straightening out the wrinkles.

“You look beautiful, my prince.  Your brother will love you no matter what.”  Ingrid was rewarded with a beautiful smile.  It saddened Ingrid that for a young man that couldn’t see; Javier had the most stunning eyes that Ingrid have ever seen; they were of the palest blue; made all the more striking as they were framed in thick, dark lashes.

“Will he still want me knowing that I cannot see?”  Uncertainty filled Javier’s words.

“You are his blood Kin; of course Brayden will want you.”

“Then why hasn’t he sought me out before now?  It has been ten years Ingrid.  Ten years, where he has forgotten about me completely.  I lost our parents too that day.  How could he just walk away and leave me?”

Ingrid sighed heavily, “There were reasons that he could not come to you, my prince.  But that is for your brother to tell.”

“I just...” he fidgeted nervously.  “What if he thinks I am broken now that I cannot see?”

“He won’t.” Ingrid smoothed a hand down over Javier’s back.  “I promise; Brayden will be excited to see you.”

“What if he doesn’t remember me?  We were only children back then.  I must have changed so much.”

Ingrid pulled Javier into her arms and hugged him gently.  “I have no doubt that your brother will know exactly who you are.  You are almost his mirror image.”

“Oh.” Javier’s lips formed a perfect ‘O’ in surprise.

“Come now; you have waited long enough to be kept from Brayden any longer.”

“Will Quinlan be there?”  Javier asked as he placed his hand in the crook of Ingrid’s arm.

“Yes; you know that he is king now.  He and your brother have taken their vows this month past.  He never wanders far from Brayden’s side.  They have been parted for too long.”

“Do you think that one day I might find someone?  Someone that will love me like that.  Love me unconditionally.”

Ingrid patted his hand as they walked.  “Of course I do.  Some young lady will catch your heart soon enough.”

“Man,” Javier corrected with a blush, “I would like to wed a man.  I think.”

“You’re not sure?” Ingrid asked.

Javier’s blush deepened.  “I think that men smell better; there is one that comes to my rooms that smells so wonderful.  He never speaks; he just sits there and holds my hand.”

Ingrid frowned and wondered just who was visiting the prince without permission.  Who even knew that he was there?  “He doesn’t speak?”

Javier shook his head.  “The first time I met him was out in the garden; Alexis had taken me out for a walk.  The boys ran off playing.  When she followed them he came and took my hand and led me to a bench.  He just listened while I talked.”  Javier smiled, “Every day since he has come to my rooms and sat with me.  Not always for a long time.  He has never missed a day though.”

“Has he come today?”

“No; but he will.  I am sure of it.”

“Javier, this worries me.  This man that comes to you and doesn’t talk.”

“Do not be afraid,” Javier chuckled, “He would never hurt me.”

“How do you know?”  Ingrid asked.

“I just do.”

*~*~*

Brayden stared open mouthed at the person that walked into the room with Ingrid.  It took all of a moment for recognition to fall into place before he launched himself across the room.

“Javier!  Javier!  How are you here?”  Tears streamed down Brayden’s face as he pulled his brother into his arms.

Javier froze; unsure of what to do with the sobbing man in his arms.  “It is okay brother, we are together now.”

Quinlan raised an eyebrow at Ingrid.

“My family has taken care of Javier for a very long time.”  That was all the answer that she gave.

“I am blind.”  Javier added; his hands coming up to map the contours of his brother’s face.  “I have missed you Bray.”

“I have missed you too.  Where have you been?  Why didn’t you come for me?”  Javier demanded.

“Uncle Dalziel had me.  I wasn’t allowed out of his estate.  I would have found a way to be with you if I knew that you were alive.”

“You don’t think that I am broken.  That I am of no use because I am blind?”  Javier asked; his voice trembled.

“Never!”  Brayden said in outrage.

Javier turned as a gasp sounded nearby.  Taking a deep breath; he smiled, and turned.  Somewhere in this room was his silent friend.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Short & Sweet

Okay, today I am only on here for a short time, as I am trying to get my Taxes sorted... Man I hate this time of year...

Other news: My daughter Emily has decided that while I am away she is going to do my blog for me, just in case I can't... (July 21- August 7). So please, if you get inundated with pictures of Matt Tuck, (lead singer of Bullet for my Valentine), blame her, and not me.  I am going to have a lot of stuff already prepared for her, but that doesn't mean she will stick to my game plan... Did I mention that she is stubborn??? If I ever get published; my character Gypsy Marsden, in The Lines of Marsden, is based on her... that is all I'm saying.

So for the next 14 days I will be doing up extra instalments of When The Walls Come Tumbling Down. I know that is something that she will stick to and my Weekly Reads.  But the rest is totally up in there air... she is kinda emo so you could end up with anything... I love her to death, but sheesh sometimes... LMAO.